Not yet. It's both my parents birthdays and I have all 3 of my brothers and both sisters coming too. Everyone is pretty gloomy today because two days ago because my cuzzie died. This morning was the open casket. She was only 18 and killed herself.
By the way princessii fam never think of killing yourself as its a totally selfish thing to do. It's never just you dying who's effected all your family and friends are also effected.
I feel like going into full rant mode that someone in my bloodline could do such a thing. I will need to seriously think about the future hood of the families and communities that are related to me on education on depression and more support for suffering peers in my iwi.
It's not that I have been blinded all this time on the subject it's just now I have seen too many families too many communities effected over the early loses of sons and daughters to suicide.
at the time they probably only knew of how much they were suffering and yeah it really sucks and affects a lot of people but when you have to be that sad and out of it to do something like that its difficult to think straight, ill get really delirious if i cry long enough and when that happens anything goes really
the best anyone can do is keep them from getting to that point and make sure youre keeping an eye on them
also affected and effected mean different things just sayin
