so
right now I should be at a festival near my uni. I was supposed to go with 3 friends, but things weren't very oiled up.
Two of them were late, for different reasons, I so I was chilling with the last one, who I don't know very much. He was with guys from an university association he's in. I was kinda tagging along, feeling pretty anxious because I knew no one.
Before going to the festival we were in their association local, playing cards. As you may imagine, I'm not good when it's about being in a 10+ peoples group where you know 1 guy, a little bit, and the guy sorta move around to talk to all of his friend.
Anyway, we decide to get moving to go to the festival and head for the subway. Due to the fact I had to go back fetching my jacket, I had to catch up with the rest of the group. I remember seeing them in the distance. I had to maybe jog for 10 little second to catch up but I couldn't. I turned right and texted my friend to tell him that I lost them and was going back home, saying something like "too much people I don't know, sorry."
He texted me back something like "Sorry I feel so bad" and I answered him that it was really ok and it was just me who was bad with large group, then went home.
I feel like a dick for ditching him but well, at the time I really did feel stresses out and uneasy.
