I feel that the future is hopeless and things can't improve
I'm too old to be working minimum wage
I am a complete failure as a person
I used to be able to cry, but now I am beyond tears
I am fat
I am charging towards my death
My hips are too big
I despise my genitals
I cannot be with others
I cannot be alone
I cannot fuck
I do not want to die
I do not want to live
I am deathly afraid of my medication