Not yet. It's both my parents birthdays and I have all 3 of my brothers and both sisters coming too. Everyone is pretty gloomy today because two days ago because my cuzzie died. This morning was the open casket. She was only 18 and killed herself.
By the way princessii fam never think of killing yourself as its a totally selfish thing to do. It's never just you dying who's effected all your family and friends are also effected.
I feel like going into full rant mode that someone in my bloodline could do such a thing. I will need to seriously think about the future hood of the families and communities that are related to me on education on depression and more support for suffering peers in my iwi.
It's not that I have been blinded all this time on the subject it's just now I have seen too many families too many communities effected over the early loses of sons and daughters to suicide.