Feeling really sick. Went to bed like 4 hours early, but ended up just laying awake while trying to not throw up.
In other news, went to see my contact person at the employment office couple hours ago. She told me I'm being put to work until I start studying in autumn, with an information briefing next month about what I'll be doing, salary, etc. Didn't sound too bad at first but...
It's some sort of special government funded company. It hires all the handicapped people who can't find a real job. That's okay, but it's also hires the retarded nobody wants to or can deal with, and barely coherent drug addicts.
Jesus Christ why am I being placed with this crowd. I asked if there were any alternatives but my other options were worse, I've been a NEET for too long simply put. I saw nothing but pity and guilt in her eyes when I left, like she'd just sent me to a special hell.
Goodbye, my peaceful days.