So today I was pretty active.
I woke up at 7AM, 7AM!!! Waking was pretty difficult. Then I went at a local to meet the group of guys I'm making a robot with and basically worked on it until 10PM. I was anxious because I didn't know any of them but they were really nice and fun people, so I guess forcing myself to do it was a good move.
They even offered me to join them because one of them had his birthday, and even offered out of the blue that I'd sleep at their place because they knew I lived far away, that was so nice.
I said no because I felt really tired and wanted some time alone, but it made me very happy that they offered it like that.
I'm however now a little bit concerned about the impression I give because, around the end of the day, when we were packing, I was a little bit spacing out because I was tired and one of the 2 girls told me "oh god you look so sad, are you OK?" and the other who was with her immediately corrected her by saying "oh no he's just tired I guess, right?" of course I told her I was just tired, because that was the case, but still, I didn't know I gave this impression.