In my heart I know I should let go but we both can't. I feel I'm prolonging suffering and pain for both of us but we just can't seem to part. I'm ever hopeful sammi and I can make it work but her emotional instabilities can put strains on our relationship.
I guess Sammi is like a lite yandereish type personality. Gets extremely jealous when I talk to anyone who's not her. I told Sammi a few times that I'm a social bean and I enjoy talking to people everyday and what not.
When she was super upset she said she would stab me in my neck and watch me drown in my own blood.
The reason for breaking up in the first place was in relation to allowing me to do my own thing. Aka playing games. Voice chatting. Going out with friends. Can't always involve her every time. Thst I need time away from her and I can't be wth her 100% of My time.