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[MACHINE]

depression has been extreme this week, same with dysphoria, fuck everything about my brain and body tbh

[Greg]

that's tough machine. i hope you feel better soon

[Pleinair]

My "depression", if you can even call it that, has gotten to this stage. I guess. My coworkers think it's cool that IDGAF about most things anymore but, I'm starting to get worried that I just might of lost the ability to care about those things.

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2011/10/adventures-in-depression.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2013/05/depression-part-two.html

I read this more than a year ago, and I found it amusing because I understood some of those feelings. I thought nothing more of it at that time. Now that I'm rereading it, I'm starting to see more of my own experiences reflected in it than I did before. And now I'm starting to reconsider my stance on "happy pills". I don't think I've gotten to the point where I need them but, I don't think I'm getting any better.

[Pleinair]

But I'm already tired all the time.

[ScumbagSoldier]

Sometimes, I'm just really unmotivated, and have random moments where I feel insecure about everything I do.

It might be because I have an inconsistent diet and sleep schedule, and it runs in the family.

[ScumbagSoldier]

Well after just one week having a job as something you don't have any interests in can really make for a shitty time I have a feeling the longer I stay the more I'll spiral downwards towards depression.  Then I will be like my friends who hate the jobs they have and just complain constantly about them.

 

I been there, man.

Wait til you see your paycheck. It lifts your spirits.

[Ollistar]

Well after just one week having a job as something you don't have any interests in can really make for a shitty time I have a feeling the longer I stay the more I'll spiral downwards towards depression.  Then I will be like my friends who hate the jobs they have and just complain constantly about them.

 

Having a shitty job when you're young is just part of life. You'll manage.

[Ming]

Having a shitty job when you're young is just part of life if you're actually going somewhere.

Otherwise it's shitty job for life.

 

[Kami_sama]

I'm in one of those times where I feel like everything I say is dumd and worry my friends think I'm dumb too. Like "Well Kami_sama was nice, but he became such an annying and stupid human being." I hate it.

Having a shitty job when you're young is just part of life if you're actually going somewhere.

Otherwise it's shitty job for life.

 

That's what keeps me motivate to study in school. Even if after a few years it turns out I don't like my job, at least I would work in a comfy office and receive lots of cash.

[ScumbagSoldier]

I'm in one of those times where I feel like everything I say is dumd and worry my friends think I'm dumb too. Like "Well Kami_sama was nice, but he became such an annying and stupid human being." I hate it.

Having a shitty job when you're young is just part of life if you're actually going somewhere.

Otherwise it's shitty job for life.

 

That's what keeps me motivate to study in school. Even if after a few years it turns out I don't like my job, at least I would work in a comfy office and receive lots of cash.

I don't feel this way around my friends usually, but around strangers or people I don't know really well, I feel really self conscious, and I'm always second guessing if something on my mind is a good thing to say, so I say nothing, so I end up feeling like everyone's wondering why I'm just sitting there not saying anything.

[Ming]

I'm in one of those times where I feel like everything I say is dumd

I feel like everything I say is dumd

dumd

Well...

 

[Kami_sama]

 

[McJongJing]

I'm in one of those times where I feel like everything I say is dumd and worry my friends think I'm dumb too. Like "Well Kami_sama was nice, but he became such an annying and stupid human being." I hate it.

I've been there.
Sometimes I wonder if my old friends had any genuine respect for me, or if they just thought of me as a clown

Well after just one week having a job as something you don't have any interests in can really make for a shitty time I have a feeling the longer I stay the more I'll spiral downwards towards depression.  Then I will be like my friends who hate the jobs they have and just complain constantly about them.

 

You're moving towards something else though right?
If you're still in school then there's always the chance of something better.

[McJongJing]

My MacBook hard drive died.
I'll give you 50 bucks to fix it.