Print

Please login or register.
1 Hour 1 Day 1 Week 1 Month Forever
Login with username, password and session length

[Futaba]

This is a general thread to vent all of what aches you inside.

[Pleinair]

I think half of my posts are me whining about various things in my life... I'll try to refrain from being a buzkill outside of this thread.
I can't tell of my lack of sleep is causing my depressive episode or if my depression creeping back up is causing my lack of sleep.

[MACHINE]

Pleinair, you can't help be who you are, and if who you are at the moment isn't particularly cheery or is full of worry, you shouldn't need to censor yourself!

I would not be surprised if your insomnia is both a symptom of and an agitator for depression. Things like that tend to feed off each other

As for me, I missed going to a friend's house because I was sick. It's like him and I are cosmically opposite and every time I get a chance to hang out, something interferes... I'm really bummed, I miss him a lot.

[Hiro]

Pleinair, you can't help be who you are, and if who you are at the moment isn't particularly cheery or is full of worry, you shouldn't need to censor yourself!

untrue

[JisatsuPrincess]

Ｔｈｅｙ  ｓａｙ  Ｉ  ｃａｎ  ｆｅｅｌ  ｂｅｔｔｅｒ  ｂｙ  ｔａｋｉｎｇ  ａ  ｐｉｌｌ  ｅｖｅｒｙｄａｙ  （Ｉ＇ｌｌ  ｏｎｌｙ  ｔａｋｅ  ｏｎｅ  ｉｆ  ｉｔ＇ｓ  ｆｕｌｌ  ｏｆ  ｅｓｔｒｏｇｅｎ）  ｂｕｔ  Ｉ  ｋｎｏｗ  ｂｅｔｔｅｒ

Ｔｈｅ  ｍｅｄｉｃａｔｉｏｎ  ｏｎｌｙ  ｍａｋｅｓ  ｙｏｕ  ｆｅｅｌ  ａｎｄ  ｔｈｉｎｋ  ｌｉｋｅ  ａ  ｒｏｂｏｔ，  ｌｉｋｅ  ｙｏｕ＇ｒｅ  ｂｅｉｎｇ  ｃｏｎｔｒｏｌｌｅｄ．

Ｄｅｓｐｉｔｅ  ｔｈｅ  ｆａｃｔ  ｔｈａｔ  Ｉ  ｈａｖｅ  ｂｅｅｎ  ｄｅｐｒｅｓｓｅｄ  ｅｖｅｒｙｄａｙ  ｓｉｎｃｅ  Ｉ  ｗａｓ  １２  ａｎｄ  ｓｔａｒｔｅｄ  ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ  ｏｆｆ  ａｔ  ７  Ｉ  ｋｎｏｗ  ｔｈａｔ  ｆｏｒ  ｍｅ  ．．．  ｐｅｒｈａｐｓ  ｏｎｃｅ  Ｉ  ｇｅｔ  ｔｏ  ｔｈｅ  ｒｏｏｔ  ｏｆ  ｍａｎｙ  ｏｆ  ｍｙ  ｌｉｆｅ＇ｓ  ｗｏｅｓ  Ｉ＇ｌｌ  ａｔ  ｌｅａｓｔ  ｆｅｅｌ  ｂｅｔｔｅｒ．

Ｉ  ｓｔｉｌｌ  ｂａｔｔｌｅ  ｗｉｔｈ  ｉｎｔｒｕｓｉｖｅ  ｔｈｏｕｇｈｔｓ，  ｓｅｌｆ－ｄｏｕｂｔ，  ｉｍａｇｉｎａｒｙ  ｖｏｉｃｅｓ  ｐｕｔｔｉｎｇ  ｍｅ  ｄｏｗｎ，  ａｎｘｉｅｔｙ  ａｎｄ  ｗｏｒｒｙｉｎｇ  ｔｈａｔ  Ｉ＇ｌｌ  ｆｌｉｐ  ａｎｄ  ｍｕｒｄｅｒ  ｍｙ  ｆａｍｉｌｙ  ｏｒ  ｇｏｕｇｅ  ｍｙ  ｅｙｅｓ  ｏｕｔ  ｂｕｔ  Ｉ  ｈａｖｅ  ｔｏ  ｓａｙ  ．．．  Ｉ＇ｍ  ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ  ｂｅｔｔｅｒ  ｓｉｎｃｅ  Ｉ  ｑｕｉｔ  ａｌｃｏｈｏｌ  ａｎｄ  ｃａｆｆｅｉｎｅ． 
Ｓｌｏｗｌｙ  ｂｕｔ  ｓｕｒｅｌｙ  Ｉ＇ｍ  ｉｍｐｒｏｖｉｎｇ  ．．．  ｔｈｅ  ｄｅｒｅａｌｉｚａｔｉｏｎ  ｉｓ  ｓｌｏｗｌｙ  ｄｉｓｓｉｐａｔｉｎｇ  ．．．  ｎｏｗ  ｍｙ  ｅｙｅｓｉｇｈｔ  ｊｕｓｔ  ｎｅｅｄｓ  ｔｏ  ｒｅｔｕｒｎ  ｔｏ  ｎｏｒｍａｌ．

Ｉ  ｋｎｏｗ  Ｉ＇ｌｌ  ｆｅｅｌ  ＴＯＮＳ  ｂｅｔｔｅｒ  ｏｎｃｅ  Ｉ  ｓｔａｒｔ  ＨＲＴ  ．．  ａｆｔｅｒ  ｔｈａｔ  ｉｆ  ｍｙ  ｍｅｎｔａｌ  ｓｔａｔｅ  ｉｍｐｒｏｖｅ  ｓＩ  ｍｉｇｈｔ  ｈａｖｅ  ｔｏ  ｌｏｏｋ  ａｂｏｔｕ  ｇｅｔｔｉｎｇ  ａ  ｊｏｂ  ．．．  ｉｆ  ｔｈａｔ  ｅｖｅｒ  ｈａｐｐｅｎｓ  ｉｔ＇ｌｌ  ｈａｖｅ  ｔｏ  ｂｅ  ｍｅ  ｗｏｒｋｉｎｇ  ｏｎ  ｍｙ  ｏｗｎ  ｏｒ  ｆｒｏｍ  ｈｏｍｅ

[Ming]

" ｉｆ  ｔｈａｔ  ｅｖｅｒ  ｈａｐｐｅｎｓ  ｉｔ＇ｌｌ  ｈａｖｅ  ｔｏ  ｂｅ  ｍｅ  ｗｏｒｋｉｎｇ  ｏｎ  ｍｙ  ｏｗｎ  ｏｒ  ｆｒｏｍ  ｈｏｍｅ"

Same.

[Pleinair]

I'm not going back on the pills though, I tried them years ago and I just felt nothing, just empty. They made me dumber and once I stopped I didn't get to same mental ability I once had.

[Greg]

i was depressed for a while and stopped talking to people which gave me extreme social anxiety which made me more depressed

i'm better now (still not back to "normal") but it was a long road paved with wonderful people who worked to help me. it's so hard to be depressed on your own

[MACHINE]

Antidepressants and other medications prescribed to help treat and mitigate the depression family are awful. I couldn't imagine going back on them, but I am grateful that I had them to be able to pull myself out of a pit I don't think I could have climbed out myself.

Some welcome the numbness, and that's okay, but I see a lot of us princesses are not among them, and that's okay too.

[Incarceron]

 

[RQ]

I feel like I'm on antidepressants... I think

I was kinda depressed a few years back but I'm not sure how severe it was, maybe just a rut
Anyway I got into some self motivation stuff and started lifting and that helped me a tonne but after some time I got lazy and changed into some of the things you describe when you talk about the pill
I feel kinda like a robot, I don't even have the ability to get sad or cry at anything but at the same time I can barely tell if I'm actually enjoying something
If there was some 1-10 feel scale I would be stuck on 4-7 or so. 
 
I wonder if there is some pill that's an anti-antidepressant

[Pleinair]

As far as I can tell that's just another form of depression. One where I'm too often in, I shift from that and the more "common" depression. I'm trying to get myself out of that and become more bold and adventurous. Pic related

I feel like I'm part way there, but most of the time I just feel like I don't have the energy to keep it up.

[Hiro]

I feel like I'm on antidepressants... I think

changed into some of the things you describe when you talk about the pill

i dont know what that means but im here to say never take antidepressants for any reason

talk to a trust loved one (or a psychiatrist if you dont have one of those) about your depression

[RQ]

I'm not depressed at all, pretty happy and content with everything in my life, I just kinda lost the ability to feel the extremes of emotion

[Incarceron]

i feel nothing. no happiness or sadness, just emptiness. i will not take anti-depressants as i feel there is no need to use chemicals to force myself to experience happiness or whatnot. if true happiness cannot be found on its own, then i do not need it.