I realized I am not as occupied as I thought so I can hang out here a bit longer!
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I choose this!
You picked the Knight of Coins for your signifier. The knight of coins is pensive, thoughtful, careful, and rarely spoiling for a fight. He takes a practical approach to things.
The spread I'm doing for you is the Celtic Cross:
The Atmosphere Around You: The Ten of Coins
This card represents the fulfillment of wealth and security. This sense of accomplishment is likely to be as a result of an improved career path, more solid financial reserves, a stable home environment and a possible committed and long-term relationship. It seems like everything is coing up nicely for you lately and you feel highly successful and proud of everything you have achieved.
The Immediate Future: The Five of Batons
This card represents conflict, but it is conflict that energizes rather than hurts. This card can mean healthy competition, a vigorous debate, or relationship arguments that never become vicious. In the future you may be in the midst of conflict, tension and competition with another person or a group of people. The trouble is that everyone is trying to express their point of view and opinions but no-one is listening, and so there is little progress. There is only conflict, and there is little or no value in the discussions that are occurring. You can turn this into constructive conflict by allowing everyone to openly share their thoughts, and listen to what they have to say. Once everyone has been heard and all opinions have been considered, then you can determine the best path forward.
The Present: The Seven of Coins
The Seven of Coins here means that you have reached a point where you are stepping back and trusting that the things you have will continue to grow and be healthy. The object of your contemplation could be your career, a project, or a relationship. You have been working extra hard to achieve your goals and you are finally starting to see your work paying off. However, you feel like you're not quite out of the woods yet. You're planning for your future and are taking a long-term view. You don't want to keep putting your heart and soul into something if you're not going to see a turn-around for it, and you also know that there are some areas in your life that are just rewardless energy-sappers.
Influence of the Past: The Three of Cups
This is one of the most joyous cards in the tarot! The three of cups represents a strong social community, lots of fun, and a time for happiness and celebration. Life in the past has been good for you and you shared your happiness with others.
Influence of the Near Future: The Sun Reversed
The Sun represents optimism and happiness. This card could mean that hardships are now behind you, or that they soon will be. It may also mean that you are now reaching your goal. Reversed, the Sun does not set but becomes clouded over. In other words, the happiness and positive energy remain, but some of the clarity gets lost. It may be necessary for you to consciously acknowledge life's blessings. My advice to you in the future would be to go ahead and bask in the Sun's light of positive energy, warmth, love, growth, and success, because right now you have every reason to be calm and confident!
Your Attitude: The Nine of Swords
The nine of swords is one of the harshest cards in the deck. It is the card of fear and nightmares and psychological problems that do not necessarily indicate suffering in your external reality. You have so many wonderful things going on in your life right now, yet you still feel so much fear and anxiety, perhaps that this is all fleeting and that it might slip away from you at any moment. You are worrying excessively about your situation and are working yourself up about it unnecessarily. You're being way too hard on yourself, putting yourself down, or engaging in negative self-talk. There is no reason for you to be so hard on yourself though. You may need to make a more conscious effort to quit the negative self-talk and replace it with positive reinforcement for a job well done. You have achieved so much, so you should be happy for yourself! Some questions for you to reflect on: What is the source of your depression? What can you do to make yourself feel better?
Your Family and Friends: The Eight of Batons Reversed
The Eight of Batons upright is the image of movement itself. But reversed, it can indicate significant delays, particularly with regard to fast-moving plans. I think this card in this position is saying that your family and friends feel like you are charging ahead with an idea or plan and they want you to slow down and consider your next steps before continuing. They may be on to something here: you may be missing somerhing in your haste and prone to making mistakes.
Your Hopes and Fears: The Ten of Swords
This is one of the most fearsome cards in the tarot. The Ten of Swords is conflict and mental difficulties to the extreme. But the very extremity of this card gives us a clue to release from the turmoil: this card suggests your fears are overreactive and a product of panic. I think this card is saying that you have a tendency to let your negative thoughts run away with you and you may worry sometimes about losing everything. But even though the cards predict that there is some conflict in store for you in the future, remember that things aren't as bad as they seem. You have nothing to worry about.
The Outcome: The Queen of Batons
The court cards often represent people in our lives. The Queen of Batons is confident, powerful, radiant, patient, loyal, and loving. She attracts admirers by her love of life, her warmth, and possibly her sexuality. I think maybe you are so blessed because someone with these qualities has entered your life!
I hope that was helpful RQ!
